Why I love getting bruised
Maybe that's what you call love..
Inflicting yourself with wounds ..
I'm walking on the shards of my heart..
Winning the losing battle
Just knowing that I cross your mind when you see something nice.. Or experience something good that you wish you could share with me, would be more than anything I could ever ask for myself.
I don't need to hear the flattering words that make a girl feel good about herself. I don't want any fancy gifts as a proof of your love for me. I don't ask you for a long embrace to feel your touch, your presence... I don't want all your time for myself.. I don't want you to forget everything else in the world, your dreams your plans your family your friends..
A call from you, just to hear my voice or wanting to talk to me about all the little things and the big things that your day comprised of, would hold more meaning than you calling me when you feel there's nothing better to do..
Showing up just coz you know nothing in the world could make me happier than seeing your face..
Dedicating just a few seconds of your time to share my silence and understand my emotions...
Looking into my eyes and getting lost in my world is the only time I want the world around us to disappear..
Reading the fears I hide and easing them away just by taking my hand in yours, is the only reassurance I need.
I wish there were a way for me to tell you how you make my heart skip a beat everytime I hear your voice. I don't know how to explain the feeling when your mouth utters my name.. I wish I could show you the extent of my love.. I wish you could know you won't find a better place than my heart to stay..
How do I tell you I feel like the richest girl in the world when I see you wearing smile and the reason is me. For me, your smile alone is worth more than all the gold, diamonds, stones and wealth of the world combined. I crave to hear the sound of your laughter. I've never known any sound that could take me away into another world, but the sound of your laughter.
28th September, 2015
