Why would they care..

World's dancing to the rhythm of tears as I strum the broken strings.. play the same old chord of bleeding heart..  Lights go out and I lose myself.. Darkness surrounds me ál'énvers..
I keep playing..

Tears ..Even if you've cried a river, it doesn't help.. Wish there was a way out.. Nobody likes being this way..

“Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, 
Tears from the depths of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, 
In looking on the happy autumn fields, 
And thinking of the days that are no more.” 
Alfred Tennyson 

“Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough”..really?  

Pieces of my heart

scattered all over the place

where you and I stood together

for hours everyday

I leave these bits to rustle

shall never pick them up

Just like you I realize now

long ago they'd lost their worth..

In these long shapless hours
spaces in our lives
seal the wreckage...
I've learned the hard way


The world that seemed so big
comes crashing at my feet
Pleading to hold it back 
like once I did


Shifting of the sand
in the hourglass
fills the emptiness...
I've learned the hard way


Wind changes direction
Pushing me to the other side of life
Everything remains the same
And I keep battling with this change

After all these years I still stand here
Hoping you'd turn around to see
Burden of regrets didn't let me leave
Events unfolded.. pages turned
Season changed.. lesson learnt

 I didn't move on ..you didn't return..

 Needle keeps moving over the arc of time..
Time passes picturing the curve of your smile
Got nothing to lose but I'm still afraid
Unspoken words are so hard to say..