Today

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.And my life is full of such todays.

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. Wanting you is hard to forget,loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet...

"Life doesn't hurt you until you've time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault."
And it hurts like anything, when you know all of it is entirely your fault...

Strange connection..

The strongest bond I've ever had, is with someone who doesn't even feel the "pull" anymore.. who doesn't know he's still the center of my world.. Life didn't give us a chance to meet..... It was a fairy tale i ruined with my very own hands...