“I want what I miss,
the memories and stories,
the life we could share.”

Tyler Knott

Drowning

Everything's falling apart,
As life falls away
into the dark..
You'll never get to know
what I hide
behind this nonchalant facade..
Still holding on to my hopes
As distant dreams crash
at the shore..
Trying to find my way back,
gazing at the fading stars..

Wasted life, wasted love

My fault : I believed
The truth : You lied
Your love : A mystery, an illusion
My gift : Heartache for life..

Meaningless Life

I wonder what am I going to do with rest of my life. For me, life is just a four-letter word; built on heaps of broken dreams, tormented hopes, lost chances and regrets... though there are no chances of you coming back.. But at times I think, would that even make any difference now? Would that take away the years long anguish, bitterness, pain, from inside of me?

Today

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.And my life is full of such todays.

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. Wanting you is hard to forget,loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet...

"Life doesn't hurt you until you've time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault."
And it hurts like anything, when you know all of it is entirely your fault...