A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. Wanting you is hard to forget,loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet...

"Life doesn't hurt you until you've time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault."
And it hurts like anything, when you know all of it is entirely your fault...

Strange connection..

The strongest bond I've ever had, is with someone who doesn't even feel the "pull" anymore.. who doesn't know he's still the center of my world.. Life didn't give us a chance to meet..... It was a fairy tale i ruined with my very own hands...

Thought you'd stay..

Thought you'd stay,
Like the sky above my head, Like earth beneath my feet..
Your words defined my fate,
A mere crack on the surface, Open wounds underneath..
And so it turns out,
Half your lies I've swallowed, Half they've swallowed me..

She's smiling... but she doesn't mean it. She misses how they use to be... she misses how it was so real how they cared for each other without end but most of all, she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay because she need's that now, more than ever. She's sick of feeling like something's missing.


"Sometimes things can seem so perfect, and then in a split second. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing". "

I've been struggling to name this feeling, have never been so unsure..as life treads on minutes, I struggle to tether the threads of friendship and love that were tattered in one thoughtless moment.. Life’s contained in that very moment..  

"You want to know how I got all these scars? See, I ripped every last piece of you out of my smile."