Twists and turns

Why do things get so complicated when it comes to love.. When you clearly know what you want, why does it seem so unreachable? Why does opportunity knock only once, when to err is human?
Why do we give up midway when it's worth trying over & over?

Wish I could go back in times when I didn't know what 'losing' meant.. When I hadn't done what makes me regret now, every sec every day.. When I hadn't lost the chance to say what I so want to say now.. When I could've made my biggest wish come true. When I had the courage, when I could've read my mind, when I could've understood my heart's conversation.. When I was happy and the reason was you.. When nothing seemed to worry me coz I had you..
Wish I could go back.. Please take me back...

Maybe..

Happy Birthday Mishel!

The only thing I was waiting for..

How long can one endure pain...
A day comes when one has to fall
Sometimes people make it so easy.. Sometimes they make it really hard
Your mind tells you stop boondoggling
Your heart fights an endless war
Colors of life fade away
In this battle of mind and heart

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want...

R.I.P

Dig it up, dig it deep

Fill it up..

The restless soul shall fall asleep

Make it wide, inch by inch

For I've got a lot to take with me

Seal with earth, keep no mark

Who’d grieve over a forgotten being?

Tell them she died in her sleep

With nothing in eyes, but broken dreams

She took everything that belonged to her

Reminiscences, scars, faltered beliefs

Dig it up, dig it deep

Fill it up..

The restless soul shall fall asleep