What do I say..

Seems like I've lost the ability to write.. To translate my feelings. There's nothing but hurt, pain and melancholy that has filled me up. Pours down from my eyes. Can't see anyone who could make me forget all that's etched in my mind. For a moment amid this mess, I sniffed life.. Came to the surface of my untamed sea of emotions, to catch my breath.. Air felt sweet, but just for a moment. Darkness loves me, doesn't leave me. I wish you were my darkness.

Had known you differently,
Searched you in your sugar coated voice..
In your I love yous..
In your frantic good byes..

My search ends..
Had known you differently then..

Found you in the echoes of your acrid words..
In the deepest trench,
In the darkest of shadows..
In my tormented soul.