MILES AWAY Winger (P. Taylor) So this is love or so you tell me As you're walking out the door The months go by and I know for certain it's not the love I'm looking for But sometimes just for a moment I reach out hope you're still there Miles away No you're never turnin back and I just can't wait anymore Miles away nothing left of what we had just when I needed you the most you were miles away It's hard to tell what you're going through you kept your feelings locked inside of you open your heart and chances are what you feel I'm feeling too If only just for a moment hold on to the dreams that we had When times were tough and you were down and out who was there by your side but now you're gone and I'm so tired of being alone with only your promises The loneliness just fades away thoughts of you just memories no cryin now for what we're missin time won't forget what you meant to me If only for a moment Hold on to the dreams that we hadhttp://www.919radioactiva.com/Lists/Canciones%20Emisoras/Attachments/390/Winger%20-%20Miles%20Away.mp3

How I hate these motivation quotes

Don't know what made me believe in them! Why I thought everything will be alright.. People change in blink of an eye.. What made me think a span of 6 years wouldn't affect our connection... If I couldn't move on doesn't mean time froze for others too.

Twists and turns

Why do things get so complicated when it comes to love.. When you clearly know what you want, why does it seem so unreachable? Why does opportunity knock only once, when to err is human?
Why do we give up midway when it's worth trying over & over?

Wish I could go back in times when I didn't know what 'losing' meant.. When I hadn't done what makes me regret now, every sec every day.. When I hadn't lost the chance to say what I so want to say now.. When I could've made my biggest wish come true. When I had the courage, when I could've read my mind, when I could've understood my heart's conversation.. When I was happy and the reason was you.. When nothing seemed to worry me coz I had you..
Wish I could go back.. Please take me back...

Maybe..

Happy Birthday Mishel!

The only thing I was waiting for..

How long can one endure pain...
A day comes when one has to fall
Sometimes people make it so easy.. Sometimes they make it really hard
Your mind tells you stop boondoggling
Your heart fights an endless war
Colors of life fade away
In this battle of mind and heart

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want...

R.I.P

Dig it up, dig it deep

Fill it up..

The restless soul shall fall asleep

Make it wide, inch by inch

For I've got a lot to take with me

Seal with earth, keep no mark

Who’d grieve over a forgotten being?

Tell them she died in her sleep

With nothing in eyes, but broken dreams

She took everything that belonged to her

Reminiscences, scars, faltered beliefs

Dig it up, dig it deep

Fill it up..

The restless soul shall fall asleep

melancholic melody

World's dancing to the rhythm of tears as I strum the broken strings.. play the same old chord of bleeding heart..  Lights go out and I lose myself.. Darkness surrounds me ál'énvers..
I keep playing..

Tears ..Even if you've cried a river, it doesn't help.. Wish there was a way out.. Nobody likes being this way..

“Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, 
Tears from the depths of some divine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, 
In looking on the happy autumn fields, 
And thinking of the days that are no more.” 
Alfred Tennyson 

“Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough”..really?  

Pieces of my heart

scattered all over the place

where you and I stood together

for hours everyday

I leave these bits to rustle

shall never pick them up

Just like you I realize now

long ago they'd lost their worth..

In these long shapless hours
spaces in our lives
seal the wreckage...
I've learned the hard way


The world that seemed so big
comes crashing at my feet
Pleading to hold it back 
like once I did


Shifting of the sand
in the hourglass
fills the emptiness...
I've learned the hard way


Wind changes direction
Pushing me to the other side of life
Everything remains the same
And I keep battling with this change

After all these years I still stand here
Hoping you'd turn around to see
Burden of regrets didn't let me leave
Events unfolded.. pages turned
Season changed.. lesson learnt

 I didn't move on ..you didn't return..

 Needle keeps moving over the arc of time..
Time passes picturing the curve of your smile
Got nothing to lose but I'm still afraid
Unspoken words are so hard to say..